I had every intention of cleaning tonight. Putting away laundry.  Scrubbing the tub. Maybe some rearranging. But once I put Lucas to bed, I was cleaning up some papers and before I knew it, I had done nearly 4 months of baby calendar stickers....does that make me a good mom or a bad mom?  Or maybe just a distracted cleaner.  First smile, first LOL, first rollover....I had to guess on when things actually happened, but hopefully no one checks Lucas' calendar  of "Firsts.." for accuracy.

Now I'm watching Survivor (with a big basket of unfolded, clean laundry next to me....it haunts me in my dreams) and I think Naonka may just have to be the most annoying contestant of all time.  She's a nutcase.  She's Omarosa with a chip on her shoulder times 10.  So hard to watch.  I knew I should have watched Real Housewives of Beverly Hills......when will I ever learn that Bravo beats ALL. (except the Style network when they have a Jerseylicious marathon).

I also want you all (all 3 of you) to know that I am officially a mom.  Not because I have a kid (although I guess that's what got me here), but because I watch the 5:00, 6:00, AND 10:00 news, I speed walk on a treadmill, to "run errands" I wear a nice top I wore to work +jeans+ running shoes (I have always thought that was such a mom look), and I spend the last hour of every day washing bottles.  I get Build a Bear coupons in my email and I like "The Middle" on ABC.  I go to bed earlier on Fridays and Saturdays than any other night and I spend my "me time" looking at mom blogs, organizing baby clothes, and yawning.

And I fill out baby calendars.